Sunday November 2nd. 2014 Charity registration No. SC 002876
A Sandpiper to bring you joy
A lovely story for All Souls Day
Several years ago, a neighbour related to me an experience that happened to her one winter on a beach in Washington State. The incident stuck in my mind and I took note of what she said. Here is her story, as haunting to me now as when I first heard it.
She was six years old when I first met her on the beach near where I live. I drive to this beach, a distance of three or four miles, whenever the world begins to close in on me.
She was building a sand castle or something and looked up, her eyes as blue as the sea. "Hello," she said. I answered with a nod, not really in the mood to bother with a small child. "I'm building," she said. "I see that. What is it?" I asked, not caring. "Oh, I don't know. I just like the feel of the sand."
That sounds good, I thought, and slipped off my shoes. A sand-
The bird went glissading down the beach. "Good bye, joy," I muttered to myself, "hello, pain," and turned to walk on. I was depressed; my life seemed completely out of balance. "What's your name?" She wouldn't give up. "Ruth," I answered. "I'm Ruth Peterson."
"Mine's Windy." It sounded like Windy. "And I'm six." "Hi, Windy." She giggled. "You're funny," she said. In spite of my gloom I laughed, too, and walked on.
Her musical giggle followed me. "Come again, Mrs. P.," she called. "We'll have another happy day."
The days and weeks that followed belonged to others: PTA meetings, Girls Guides and my ailing mother.
The sun was shining one morning as I took my hands out of the dishwater. "I need a sandpiper," I said to myself, gathering up my coat. The never-
I had forgotten the child and was startled when she appeared.
"Hello, Mrs. P.," she said. "Do you want to play?" "What did you have in mind?" 1 asked, with a twinge of annoyance. "I don't know. You say." "How about charades?" 1 asked sarcastically. The tinkling laughter burst forth again. "I don't know what that is." "Then let's just walk." Looking at her, 1 noticed the delicate fairness of her face. "Where do you live?" 1 asked. "Over there." She pointed toward a row of summer cottages. Strange, 1 thought, in winter. "Where do you go to school?" "I don't go to school. Mommy says we're on vacation."
She chattered little-
Three weeks later, I rushed to my beach in a state of near panic. I was in no mood even to greet Windy. I thought I saw her mother on the porch and felt like demanding she keep her child at home.
"Look, if you don't mind," I said crossly when Windy caught up with me,
"I'd rather be alone today." She seemed unusually pale and out of breath. "Why?" she asked. I turned on her and shouted, "Because my mother died!"-
"Oh," she said quietly, "then this is a bad day."
"Yes, and yesterday and the day before that and.-
A month or so after that, when I next went to the beach, she wasn't there. Feeling guilty, ashamed, and admitting to myself I missed her, I went up to the cottage after my walk and knocked at the door. A drawn-
"Hello," I said. "I'm Ruth Peterson. I missed your little girl today and wondered where she was."
"Oh yes, Mrs. Peterson, please come in. Wendy talked of you so much. I'm afraid I allowed her to bother you. If she was a nuisance, please accept my apologies."
"Not at all—she's a delightful child," I said, suddenly realizing that I meant it. "Where is she?"
"Wendy died last week, Mrs. Peterson. She had leukemia.
Maybe she didn't tell you." Struck dumb, I groped for a chair. My breath caught.
"She loved this beach; so when she asked to come, we couldn't say no. She seemed so much better here and had a lot of what she called happy days. But the last few weeks she declined rapidly .... " Her voice faltered. "She left something for you .. .if only I can find it. Could you wait a moment while I look?"
I nodded stupidly, my mind racing for something, anything, to say to this lovely young woman. She handed me a smeared envelope, with MRS. P. printed in bold, childish letters.
Inside was a drawing in bright crayon hues—a yellow beach, a blue sea, a brown bird. Underneath was carefully printed:
A SANDPIPER TO BRING YOU JOY'
Tears welled up in my eyes, and a heart that had almost forgotten how to love opened wide. I took Wendy's mother in my arms. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry," I muttered over and over, and we wept together.
The precious little picture is framed now and hangs in my study. Six words—one for each year of her life -